I fail to see the purpose

(2691)  Kata deke calechi kache nahi ele

So much I've kept calling, but You came not near;
You went on remaining turning a deaf ear.
At Your feet I have offered
Whatever You'd given me.

Alas, having loved is so hard I cannot stand it;
Thinking of You mind gets lost in rapture.
Hidden are all hopes, unspoken is heart's language;
You did not permit me to make You hear.

Days go by, moments fly, in outer space unconscious,
My presence, my existence, wanes each few seconds.
If You don't come close, if stay afar without end,
Why did You place me in this theatric piece?

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