Perhaps it's just a fantasy

(2806)  Tomare dekhini kona vanii shunini

Yourself I did not see, I heard no communication;
Nonetheless I have loved, I will go on loving.
I have wanted You near, I've seen it in imagination;
Wakened that reflection will I keep.

I know You are Controller of the universe;
And yet I still regard You as my helper.
The seat spread for You inside a heart meager,
I will embellish painstakingly.

Behind curtain of dark clouds the moon You are;
In all these troubles, You are love's nectar.
I've simply kept crying, having thought You are far;
With Your color I will brighten psyche.

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