It's a mystery to me

(3320) Tomay ami eta daki

I call out so much to Thee;
You don't listen, why?
Eyes filled with misery and tears,
Don't You recognize?

The world gives me fallacy;
That, will You also yield?
Ever in fear, hidden I keep
So that leaked not go delight.

No interest have I in meals mine;
Apparel is serpent-like.
Worst enemy, abed to lie;
Do tell: it happened thus whereby?

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